Monroematic's Blog

Journeys have tendencies to produce new experiences and unintended discoveries. My journey into cuckoldry was motivated by trying to return sexual excitement back into our marriage by introducing some "strange" into our bedroom. As it happened I brought home more than just strange..I brought home humongus strange...my best friend's cock was huge and for 20+ years he has secretly desired to lay some of his oversized pipe in my bedroom with my wife. Now I was not only OK with this, as I manipulated this arrangement with my wife from the get-go but I also enjoyed the sessions as sometimes an observer only but often as my wifes "fluffer" and handmaiden for post coitus cleanup. Enter here the unintended consequence...I learned to suck cock and surprisingly to enjoy it. At first it was simple enjoyment but quickly evolved into craving cock. Ted's cock
was nice but difficult to properly enjoy orally. With my wife's permission I was allowed to seek out Suck Buddies ( SBs). Only one caveat...she insisted on meeting the candidate and secure a small blood sample to screen for STDs. This was an iniatial obstscle but eventually agreed upon by my chosen SB.

To say the least...it has been fantastic and on 2 occasions I bumped into well hung lads who were excited about both...sucking my cock and fucking my wife. I have discoveded that smaller girths 4.5 inches or smaller are perfect for sucking.

Yes journeys are great and unintended consequences can be fruitful events.

I never was a great poker player.I had way too many "tells" and my sexually liberated wife could read me like a book. So it was, as I progressed down the road to where I secretly yurned to go, my life's mate was only too happy to oblige ...no...actually eager to fulfill these desires for her own satisfaction.

Her appetite for sexual gratification seemed to have no bounds and it was like she stayed 2 steps ahead of my own imagination as she scheduled each adventure designed to cement her control over my orgasms....which were becoming farther apart. She understood the first essential principle of cuckolding...tease and deny. Her favorite tease was to massage my frenulumm...gently stroking the underside of my precumming cock all the while her stud du jour was "splitting her clam" with his 8inch x 6inch uncircumcised cock...the slow rhythmic pumps in and out, each stroke trying to penetrate a little deeper than the previous gentle nudge to Mrs cervix roof. The low growling purrs of approval with every re-entry would offer her the opportunity to whisper to me how satisfying a really well hung cock was and with those words designed to further humble me ...she'd pinch my little cock between her forefinger and thumb with the force required to deflate blood flow out and prevent a catastrophic orgasm. For she understood a perpetually horny cuck was an easily controlled cuck. Fortunately for Mrs ,she was a slow cummer and so was her bull as these sessions would last upwards of almost an hour. Several cock pinches were required to prevent my ejaculation before she'd explode in ecstacy and not long after Ted would dump his load and I'd be called into servicing his cleanup and finally Mrs would sit over my face while my tongue brought her off for a second "O" and cleaned up Ted's seed. On one occasion I was so over whelmed with lust, heated up...so hard that a cat couldn't scratch my little clitty...that I exploded. The relief I felt was no match for the paddlin I subsequently received. Mrs calls it "to ad a little color". The thin/floppy rubber flap attached to a short Ping-Pong style handle is a demon device. It doesn't leave welts but it does draw blood and brings up some heat to just below the surface...and as Mrs sez...adds color to my cheeks. Her bull got the privilege of administering my punishment as I was told to repeat "Mommy doesn't like her little cuck to cum without her permission"....for the half hour of slow but measured whacking.

All in all I'm really happy that I talked my wife into experimenting with some strange and larger....much larger fruit and that her sexual epiphany has brought her....really the both of us such pleasure and enjoyment. Speaking of poker tells...Mrs is not adept either at covering her "tells" as the look of satisfaction in her eyes while Ted is plying his oversized plumbing to her pussy is a true "Kodak moment" and the reason behind her occasional morning oral gifts to me. A truly benevolent cuckoldress!

"I think to myself"..."will my legs hold out?" They should be able to last as I've been here before...many times. Naked,My mouth silenced with a penis shaped gag,Standing in 6 in heels, Hands handcuffed behind my back and placed inside a specially constructed double door wardrobe closet with my genitals inserted thru a specially sized penal aperture designed to display my entire manhood,such as it is, on the exterior of the closed door.This closet faces the king size bed in my wife's and my bedroom . Two focal peepholes(the kind you might find in any hotel room to enable the occupant the ability to see a magnified image of the person on the other side of the door) were placed for my viewing pleasure,devilishly installed at a height that reqires me to stand tip toed in order to get the right viewing angle.This visual curiosity comes with a price,as it painfully discourages pulling against the locking mechanism holding my package secure to the exterior side of the the door . It is here I find myself,again,for hours, on those occasions when my wife entertains her lover. OH...I forgot one other component to my incarceration . A Bose headset is placed over my ears and is fed amplified sounds from a wireless wifi microphone clipped to the headboard of our bed that can transmit the sound of a gnat scratchin its ass. Well...here I am again...locked up waiting...sometimes for a brief period and sometimes occasionally for hours before the "action" starts. On one ocassion after what seems like over an hour...Mrs came by with an empty tall glass and advised me I should take the opportunity to drain the pony.

No doubt YOU are wondering How I ended up like this and why do I voluntarily comply with Mrs commands? Its simple...Three (3) words....SEX ADDICT and WEAK. Now, you must understand that these attributes have been part of my psychological makeup probabaly from day one. However several years ago...it feels like a switch was turned on and I became afflicted with sexual desire. Everything was seen thru the prism of my hardon and getting off. I visited porn sites on a daily basis.Learned about all kinds of sexually crazy stuff...chastity and chastity devices, cuckoldry became a fascinating turn on. CBT and vacuum pumping to try and improve the size of my genitalia.I became a consumer of sexual smut and felt no shame what so ever. As I became more and more addicted to sexual stimulation I decided I should try and encourage my wife to join in this awesome adventure. She was not immediately receptive but...unknown to me and learned just recently...Mrs discovered my cyber visits (computer cookies) to chastity and cuckold sites and apparrently that exposure woke up her dormant libido. I convinced her to become my mistress and place me in chastity to try and slow down my sex drive.This ,I believe worked beyond my wildest dreams.What was once a compassionate,mild mannered,professional gal...became my dominating Mistress and used my sexual addiction against me.Along this journey path Mrs sexuality came back to life and infact became one of her prime drivers. It was fabulous as she took command and control of not only my orgasms but also fueling her own sexual appetite that is hard to describe here with the constraints of time and space...but suffice it to know all that we did was to foster/improve her sexual satisfaction...I got bones thrown my way if..IF..I pleased her. The key was the agreement I signed while I was locked in Chastity..I must obey every request(make that order) or the game was over.Doing her bidding and concentrating on the quality of her ORGASMS was Job #1.

As time moved on Mrs decided that the CB6000S was not needed(locked continually for over 1 year) if I agreed to obeying her once I was released. She admonished me agaist masturbating and advised me I would be seriously punished. I agreed and I was on the road to the loss of personal freedom by gaining my sexual freedom of sorts. So here I wait for my sexual fix that only Mrs can provide.