I just got finished writing an e-mail to someone who I'm thoroughly enjoying getting to know and I just felt like posting this here.
I can only guess the many, many reasons why people have joined NN. My decision to join had a lot to do with my self esteem and being comfortable in my own skin. While there are a few pricks and assholes on this site (always gonna find them wherever you go), 99% of the people I interact with have compliments for me or even thank me for bothering to post pictures up.
I may not be the most beautiful woman. I may not wear a size 0 jeans or be able to be a dirty, nasty slut and talk dirty. All I have is who I am and I like who I am. I joined NN because I wanted to become more comfortable with myself and my body. It's a big thing for me. I didn't choose to be a BBW but that's who I am and I'm now realizing that if people don't like it, they can just fuck off because who are they to judge me when they don't even know me or what I've been through.
So I want to say thank you to each individual in the past and in the future who has or will compliment me or thank me for posting on NN. I want to thank all the BBW on NN that post and make me feel beautiful when I never felt that way before. I want to thank anybody on here that finds me honestly attractive because taking my clothes off and posting them on a site (anonymous or not) is a major deal.
I've now realized that for every 1 prick that I meet on here, there will be 10 other people that say the exact opposite to me and mean it. So to the pricks that want to say shit about any of us BBW, fuck you because it doesn't get to me. You can say all you want but it's either completely obvious (that yeah, I'm a big girl) or it's something completely untrue because you don't know me.
So get a life and remember this -- if you're spending the 10 seconds to write me a message or post a negative comment to me instead of just moving onto the next picture, you've just given me some time and attention of your own. Thanks for making me a part of your world, however small.
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