So. Here's the deal.
I am a 34 (nearly 35) year old guy. Been married for 4 years. Have 2 children and am generally happy at home. I admit I still look for the occasional flirt and fumble otherwise I wouldn't be here.
In January I was on a business meeting that took me away for a night and as well as a number of other managers, my Assistant manager was with me too. She is 21 and beautiful. If I'm honest, I hired her as much for her looks and personality as I did for her ability to the job.
The day was a normal meeting day and the evening was ab dress up dinner and dance.
The dress she wore was amazing and it was clear that she was the most beautiful girl in the room.
Being sat at different tables meant we didn't get to catch up much that night, but as the night went on and the party moved on to a club, we got the chance to spend more time together. It was great. It made me feel like a young man again having the attention of this beautiful young woman. I thought I was punching way above my weight when we headed back to my hotel room.
We got semi undressed and into bed and talked about this and that for sometime until I said I wanted to kiss her. She didn't say no. And it was bliss.
We kissed and cuddled for sometime before the drinks consumed got the better of us and we finally gave into sleep.
I woke in the morning to find her still there. Unfortunately so was my room mate which made conversation a bit tricky.
The following day at work was a little awkward but we spoke and carried on as normal. At the end of the day I asked her how much of an apology I owed her but she refused it and said that she thought she owed me one. As if.
Time went on and weeks turned into months with little to no mention of the night in question. That is until we attended a night out in London. The rest of our team had all backed out for one reason or another so it was just the 2 of us. Just the way I wanted it really. We spoke of our last trip together and that was when the shock came. She told me that she had always had a thing for me since I hired her and she thought it was obvious she liked me.
Well that was a month ago and since then we have stealing moments together whenever we can. We even had a weekend together with my wife and her fiancé. It was so tough to bottle up all the things we were feeling but we knew we had to. We had just a couple of brief moments together which were bliss but never enough.
Since being back, things have been getting a little more serious. Exchanging messages all day everyday and inventing excuses to see each other whenever possible. We've even spoken about creating a fictional meeting somewhere just so we can spend a night together.
So. What to do???
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