Dimetimeshow's Blog

Ok thanks again for this platform. I am a 50 plus year man and I have been hiding from my self most of my life.Always thought that I am missing out on life because of fear. Hide and keep your guard up,never let anyone see who or how you are.And if they do run away start over for that's how much it takes. You see I have a very small soft cock at times it's 1\2 in long 2in or smaller round, But whenever I get blood flowing and excited it's much more normal 6 1/2 inchs and 5plus inches around well within normal for my body 5'10'' 145 pounds thin athletic build.Why would I be so ashamed about that. Ever since I was a high school student and had to shower with other kids my self image has been hiding. Never let anyone know my secret if they are in your life because you will be judged and thought of as a little dick dude loser who has a chip or little man complex. Hell I have to watch how I do stuff so my bulge will not be seen.That would let out my secret. Now you can only know how much it takes away from life if you're everyday having to watch what you're doing to hide yourself because you're going to suffer if you don't. Thank goodness for this platform and this site it has let me stand natural nude without having to be me, then read comments and here that I am not a freak or anything else then normal. I forgot to mention that I have been select group SPH turning my fear into a turn on and letting me love showing off my secret.

How is it that my dick is like a small child normally I fear anyone I know or maybe knows me to see it.59 years of hiding finding ways to keep it from getting out.But hard let all the world be in amazement 7'' long 5.89 round not small side of regs white dudes.In the middle 5' 10'' tall 155 pounds fits me perfectly plus I have mussels and can control it like dumbo can ears. And. I can with condensated effort make it small 1.5" round 1/4 " long .then stretch it out in min. To 6". God has a plan and I know I am a part.

I think all the enhancement products have made male performance stressful and hard to keep up.No pun intended.I now feel it a must to take a pill before I come on to my wife.Because without I am not as sure of how I will preform. And if I can satisfy her needs. I love that hard on the pill gives me without much trying on my or her part. That said she feels more sexually wanted and that'll make things hotter and fun allowing us to have great sex.But if that's not there then she doesn't feel I want or need her. Please let your thoughts be known.