Smooth_Desires's Blog

I had to express myself is some way and I decided this was the best venue.
To everyone who has ever left a comment, thank you. Thank you for kind, encouranging, sexy, sometimes naughty and complimentary words. They mean alot, truly they do. To those who chose to do the opposite, BRAVO! You've succeeded. I desist.
Words are merely that? Not so on a forum such as this. But good job, I applaud you! I've helped your cause. You won't have to waste what meager time you have trying to decide whether or not I am "real". I've taken care of that for you. Think of it as a belated holiday gift, and you're welcome.
You know, when I first started frequenting NN, I thought it was great. After having chatted in other places, I thought NN was perfect. Everyone just did their own thing; comments I read were positive and no one passed judgement. Everyone was accepted for whom they were and even if ungreed upon by some, all seemed as it should be. However, I was soon to find out that wasn't the case, for me at least. Somehow people find that tiny fracture in your ego that they proceed to work on and I must say, they are successful in breaking down that little part of you you attempt to establish in a place such as this. Mirrors, if they only looked in mirrors.....A way of the world I suppose. Mankind always destroys itself and relations with other humans with no purpose in mind. But enough rambling...might not seem real.

I wish all of my NN friends and acquintances what I wish for myself -- a happy and prosperous New Year, filled with much love, real friendship, good health and good times. For the rest, I wish what you wish unto others...I don't wish you harm, but I don't wish you well either.
Those of you I hold dear, I am always here for you. You know how to reach me. ...because I am very much REAL.
Peace....always,

SD

Okay, its hot. Did I mention it was hot? Luck would be that the hot reference were made only regarding NN and its member but alas it pertains to the incredible heat wave. I love summer. I hate humidity but as I well know, in all too short a time frame, it will be cold yet once again and I'll be wishing for this weather. Not much to this blog, just felt like writing as opposed to research.
Did I mention it was hot? ; )

Yesterday was the first day of summer and it could not have been more perfect nor could it have been what I needed most. Lunch turned into 8 hours of good friends, great conversation, lots and lots of laughs and a soul cleansing I so needed. Sun, shore and good people. Truly a memory made. Love you guys...Bri, Kate, Jeff, Bill, Jack, Ali, Mitch, Laura, Darlene...thanks for always being there, esp. during difficult times. XXXXX

I've posted, with juicy's suggestion applied. TY Juicy. Thanks to all the kind people and chat friends I've made at NN. Your kindness means more than you will know. To those that told me I was a liar, that I obese and fake....I'll gladly send you the NN letters for your use if you like. And to that one person in particular that I offered to meet to "prove" who I was....I take it back.....you're not worth the time.

Seems I'm not really according to even more recent comments in NN chat.....so therefore, I'll become just that....make believe.

I'm back and I'm having serious withdrawl, especially considering the weather in New England since I returning. Dang, the blood gets thin in a very short time. I hope everyone is well. This is a busy time of year for me but hopefully I'll stop by and chat soon. Save me a beach chair and a margarita...triple....; )

A México... espere que todo esté bien. Esté en tacto cuando vuelvo después de estas vacaciones muy necesarias.

See you all when I return....te adoro.....xxxx

SD

So tired of all the negative comments. Leads me to post less and less. As in any chat, people hide behind screen names and offed. Eventually I'll delete it all. Thought this type of forum would be different but apparently I was wrong. I suppose people have become used to the things they comment on...sad really.
Thank you to the person that gave me the site "gift". Wish I knew who you were so I could thank you properly. If you only read what I read...you'd know why I hadn't bothered beforehand.
Te adoro.....xxx