I will try and make a long story short. As most of you know I traveled around the world and had a lot of fun with a lot of girls. Some who I even liked quite a bit. A lot who I had great sex with. But nothing long lasting you know.
Well 3 weeks ago when I had a 1 hour layover in Brazil I met an American girl in the airport. I talked to her in the terminal and instantly I felt something. She was something special. I havent felt this feeling for ANY girl since my ex girlfriend 6 years ago.
I know most of you are thinking are you crazy how can you feel this way for someone you just met! I cant even explain it myself its insane. But she is something special.
After we got off the plane I wanted to get her contact details but we lost each other and I was really honestly sad. Well amazingly SHE found me on facebook without even my name, she told me she peeked at my passport. I was so amazed and happy!
Since then we have talked everyday and she is in brazil on business. She was supposed to actually come to my coming home party and I was so excited! but her company wouldnt pay the change fee of 2000 dollars! So she could come to dallas
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I dont know why I am even writing this I know most of you will say oh its puppy love, you will get over it etc etc. I am just hooked on this girl and I know she feels the same because we have talked about it.
But she is looking for a new career, on monday she is talking to an army recruiter.... if she joins the service any chance I have with her is over. she had another job offer in Houston Texas that is so much closer for me!
You know if she took that job in Houston I was honestly considering not traveling anymore and getting a job in Houston. I know all this sounds insane and I certainly didn't tell her that but it is how I feel. I know she has at least some feelings for me or she wouldnt have found me and talk to me everyday either.
If there is a God he must hate me though because it seems whatever chance I had with her is slipping away especially if she joins the service.... I just want to be happy and have this work out and for the first time in a long long time I think I found someone to be happy with and its not working!
They say you "just know" when you have the one and I never believed that until this chance meeting. we may not get married but she is certainly something special.
I just want this to work and im frustrated! We are supposed to meet each other for a proper first date in Florida in July when she has vacation. I will keep you posted if it happens or not.