Well, I guess I finally have reached a breaking point of sorts. I am tired of living with a dead bedroom. I am 55 years YOUNG and deserve more! I had expected SOMETHING - SOME SORT OF LOVING - during this trip and other than a few kisses when she KNEW that it would lead nowhere - NOTHING! Tonight we went to bed and after she immediately fell asleep with me feeling frustrated again, I got up and went to the living room of the travel trailer and wrote her a 4 1/2 page handwritten letter telling her that I am DONE! she will get it in the morning when she wakes up and we will see what happens. I just cannot handle the depression that goes along with the constant rejection and lack of real affection. I realize that having sex 17 times last year is better than some get, but it IS NOT NORMAL! She either has to make an effort, or we need to separate and do something else. I am not sure what will happen in the AM, but I will be sure to post an update sometime in the next few days. I am quite sure there will be tears and such on her part |