I've never blogged before. I'm doing so now just to see what it's like. Although I don’t believe that any great aptitude will be apparent here, I actually write well. I think, though, that this will be a more meandering excursion that, if I continue it, will start with an attempt to explore my attraction to NN. Everybody here has their own reasons, but I’ll start with three that immediately occur to me.
<b>Real Bodies</b>: Of course it’s voyeuristic, but it’s what would be called normal or average bodies that attract me. I have no interest in sites with the “hottest” women with supposedly perfect breasts, figures and faces. I enjoy the differences in everyone I see on here and am very attracted to some features that might be considered flaws. It’s in the arena of beautifully mundane bodies that I find myself most aroused and enticed.
<b>Exposure</b>: There’s something about putting myself on this site and wondering what other people are thinking while seeing me that is intriguing. I haven’t received tons of encouragement, but I haven’t posted that much. I’ve also chickened out a bit with old pictures of me with ex-girlfriends that put less attention on me. Still, I like imagining that there is a woman clicking through the pictures on here and sees one of me that makes her pause because she sees something she likes.
<b>Intimacy</b>: As false as it may be, NN provides a feeling of getting naked with all of the other users on the sight. I look at strangers and know things about them that I don’t know about people I meet on the street, or even close friends. It’s an odd kind of personal, yet impersonal, exchange. The funny thing is that I'm not one of those people who will expose both his body and face on here. I love it when women are bold enough to do so, but for me, professionally, it could be a mistake. On the other hand, if you get to know me a bit, I'm much more comfortable sending my face by email. | 