aussiedeb's Blog - page 2

*sigh*

I really don't know why I am even bothering with this blog...

Yes.... I post a lot of boobie pics...
Why? Because that is what I'm comfortable with posting...

No, I repeat NO... I will not post my pussy here for the world to see, it is mine and it only gets seen by those I choose... Just because I post on a nude site does not mean I have to let go of some of my beliefs...
Just because others show it all and what they've had for breakfast does not mean we all have too... Get it... It's not gunna happen...

I'm more than happy to return to being a blob..... I at least get left alone when I'm a blob....So please stop making demands!

Deb xxx

Still being on holidays allows music not often played be pulled out and played again.... Currently listening to the Bee Gees.....
Wouldn't happen if daughter was home.... Gotta love being home alone at times...



Hope you like it

Deb xxx

Have you ever just sat back and watched the wheels turn on status?
It's actually an interesting thing to watch...
its a place of laughter, a place of friendship, a place where a person can feel a part of something... Depending on the time of day or night you enter it can also be a place of nastiness, a place of loneliness... A bit like out in the real world...

Sit back and just watch...

Deb

I really shouldn't enter blog land when I'm pissed off...
My NYE blog wasn't to gain sympathy, it was me pissed off because I allowed myself to be let down again...
Life is what we make of it... Don't let anyone bring you down!

Enjoy 2016.

Deb xxx

I thought I was safe, my accident prone days were behind me, but noooooo, I think I just broke my little pinky
It hurts like crazy....
Stupid stupid clutz!

Oh I have iced it, and swelling has gone down a little... Just have to be careful with it now!

Unfortunately Christmas is not my favourite time of year, and it's been like that for many years. Not having a close family doesn't help either.
This year I was promised it would be different, I allowed myself to hope, I allowed myself to believe... What a fool I was... Christmas this year is going to be one of my worst.... because all I'll be doing is remembering a promise, a broken promise.
My eldest daughter has been trying to get me into the Christmas spirit, and on the outside, I'm trying, but on the inside, I'm crying.
She insisted I put up a tree and so I did. It's not much but it will do. She even decorated the house with lights, again it's not much but she's happy with the result.



Deb xxx

Well I've been harping on all week about having a busy one... even tried trading my days with someone less busy... that didn't work out... but the bonus to my days here in the big smoke is the views, the P&O ships in the harbour and fireworks.... and here I was complaining....
Now if only I could work out how to post pics here...

Oh well... The fireworks were great....


Later
Deb xx

I've just had a clean put of blogs...
Pressing delete on some of them was hard... Painful hard... But it had to happen.
Happiness took a big blow... Just taking it one day at a time now...
Some days are better than others...
But I'm alive... so I can't complain.
If only memories could just as easily be deleted... memories remain, they remind and they hurt. But... Not much I can do about that.

Anyway... That's me for now... I just need time...

Deb xoxo

1....I suck at posting pics...
I post, I panic, I delete...
2....don't lay in bed perving sexy butt pics
It results in lateness...

Yes ... Now I have to rush getting ready for work!

Grrrrrrr

Later xxxx

I'm at a crossroad and I'm lost...
Life took a sudden turn and I just don't know which way is forward anymore.
Don't take life for granted, dreams can be lost in an instant.

Me.