cerridwen's Blog

It's Thanksgiving Day. My son is so excited about the day since he has been learning about it at school. But the sucky thing is I have to work today so we aren't having our dinner until tomorrow. And T won't be taking the kids to any of the family dinners that are planned. But I work really early today in the hopes that we get to close early...so I have to go!

Can anyone tell me why do men pull hair?!!? It hurts. Why do it? I had my hair pulled the other night. I have a very sensitive scalp and it really hurt. GRRRR! But I did have a lot of fun the other night, although the night started out shitty. My bowling team abandoned me...there is no more bowling team. The bastards. Fridays was my one night to get out of the house with adults and no children. Fuck. I need some regular drinking buddies. Then I can still go out but I will figure something out. I always do.

Things around here have been pretty boring. I've been working way too much. Oh, well. My mother-in-law bought CARS yesterday. My kids and hubby are in heaven. They all saw the movie in the theatre and couldn't wait to see it again. My daughter loves Mater. She has a bunch of different Mater toys already. So cute.
I've got some other things on my mind too. I think I hurt a friend of mine and that bothers me but I haven't had a chance to talk to her yet. I hope that I didn't. And I haven't heard from another friend in awhile so I am worried about him. Just a little bumming so early this morning. I may have to go play guildwars and kill stuff. I may feel better. It's a fun game to play.

Hello everyone! My favorite day is here. I love Halloween. So do both of my kids. We all dressed up except for my hubby. He didn't want to this year. Party pooper. Oh well. Two and a half hours of trick or treating...I almost froze my ass off. My kids were nice and warm. They didn't even want to hop in the car to warm up. Little shits. LOL I love them so much. Then when we got home the kids had some pizza and it was bed time. Of course they almost didn't get the pizza. They had so much fun that they were worn out.
After bedtime then it was mommy and daddy playtime. We took some more pics and had some fun before we go to bed for the night.

Well, my kids are so happy. After I got done with work(an early shift for once)I carved pumpkins for the kids. My poor little boy, he played outside so hard, he fell asleep before I was done carving his. He woke me up this morning amazed since "it matched the picture" in the kit that I bought this year. I am not a very good pumpkin carver so I bought one of those pattern books with the carving tools. C liked her pumpkin too this morning since she was also asleep before I finished with her pumpkin.

After I finished on the pumpkins, I went in our room and T let me get on the computer. I was on for just a little bit. I have another early shift today(Yeah!) Of course before I went to sleep, T and I had to have some more fun. We fell asleep exhausted when we were done.

Not a whole lot happening here. I got my work schedule fixed so I can take my kids out trick or treating. My son is so excited he thinks that every day is Halloween or at least that it should be. T and I were planning on going to a haunted ship tour but the friend who was going to go with us is the one working for me so that isn't going to happen. Plus T is going to be getting the new final fantasy on the 31st. That means that the computer will be open more for me to get on it.

I am feeling like shit. I am so sick so I haven't been on the computer for days. I have not been up for anything. I did rearrange a few things in my room though. That I did by doing a few things at a time and resting. Now I have to answer some messages.

I just found out that even though I didn't ask for it...I have the rest of the week off. For my toe. I don't need a whole fucking week off. I just needed yesterday, and possibly today if I can't get my shoe on. The other thing that pissed me off is that I found out I have to work on Halloween and that Friday. I don't work on Fridays that is bowling night. And I asked for Halloween off in August. WTF? My schedule had better get changed. I am the only one who has kids old enough to trick or treat in my department. So why am I the one working? Bullshit!!!!! I am so irate about that right now.
I am also a little sad. My younger sister got married on Friday. I didn't get to make it. She got married in Texas. Just a little far away. I wish I had been there. Her husband is so good for her. They are such a good couple. I am so happy for them. And now I can't wait to hear that they are having another baby...they have a 3 year old already. They want more kids but wanted to wait until they got married. I'm so happy for them.

I went to the emergency room today for my toe...it's been infected for a while and I finally couldn't handle it anymore. I am sick of my kids steppin on it and of bumping it into everything! I am such a klutz. The doctor took off half of my toenail off. It isn't hurting for the moment but I'm not looking forward to it starting...I didn't go to work today because I couldn't put a shoe on. Hopefully I will be able to tomorrow.

We got the kids a kitten a couple of weeks ago. We named him whiner but after tonight I think it should be vampire. I was giving him a bath since C spilled something on him and the lil bastard after scratching me bit my finger. My finger is all swollen now and it really hurts. What is funny is T normally doesn't like cats but whiner is his kitten. Whiner absolutely loves T.
I have had the last two days off of work and we haven't had any company. I am in heaven. Yesterday C was taking a nap so we had some time to play, then we played more last night. But my favorite was this morning when T came to bed after playing his game all night...He woke me up. I love that. Waking up with my favorite hard cock inside me...um yes.
I found one of my poems and decided to post it. Let me know what you think...

So long gone
So long over
Still my body yearns
Still my blood burns
Stolen moments
Stolen kisses
That is all we ever had
Just a glance
Just a smile
Just a word
Still my body yearns
Still my blood burns
Unfullfilled fantasies
Barely tasted desires
So long gone
So long over
I want to scream
In satisfaction
Instead of frustration
You belong to her
But not with her
Still my body yearns
Still my blood burns