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I take a deep breath, I’m nervous but I know I’ll regret it if I don’t go through with it. I’ve fantasised about this for so long.

I knock on the hotel room door, not aware I’m holding my breath.

You answer, and I watch your eyes as you look up and down my body. You’ve seen my photos and I hope the real thing doesn’t turn you off. I’ve never been comfortable at first meetings.

You smile and I finally breathe out – okay, here we go.

You can see I’m nervous but we’ve chatted about this, you’re going to take control. I want you to direct me and control comes naturally to you.

“Hi, Michele”, you say, “I’m so glad you came. I’m John and it’s lovely to put a face to the body in those beautiful photos. I hope you don’t mind that my friend Rob has joined us. He wants to watch and has volunteered to film the occasion for us.” We both know I’m not going to mind an audience.

“Hi” I reply, smiling at both you and Rob.

I look around the room – it’s pretty standard for a hotel rom. There’s a king-sized bed, chair, desk and television. I notice that although the sheer curtains are drawn, the lights are on. When it gets darker, anyone who looks in will be able to see in. I’m excited at the prospect of people watching – besides Rob and whoever watches our video later, that is.

You pull me in for a hug, running your hands down my back and hips, feeling that, like you asked, I’m not wearing anything under my dress. Out of the corner of my eye, I’m aware of Rob and his video camera and I make an effort to not be self-conscious. I hear you say “Mmmm, nice” under your breath and my confidence lifts.

Your hands move to between our bodies, over my breasts, and we both feel my nipples harden in response. You kiss me as your hands wander and my mind starts to blur at the sensations and the relief of finally making this a reality. Your hands move to my hips and you pull my dress up to feel the bare skin underneath. Your lips move to my neck and my head tips to allow you access. This time it’s my turn to “Mmmmm” under my breath. You’re in complete control now and we both know it.

Your hand cups my pussy as your lips and tongue do amazing things on my neck. You slide a finger between my pussy lips to feel if I’m wet and my body jerks slightly – I’m not sure whether it’s towards your hand or away. It only takes a moment for my body to respond, my hips tilt towards your hand and you feel me get wetter. I catch my breath as your finger lightly flicks my clit.

“Are you ready to play?” you ask, pretending you can’t feel for yourself. I nod. You tell me to take off my dress. Like we agreed, you’re in charge and I acquiesce, lifting my dress over my head as you watch, as Rob films. My nerves come back again as I wait for your response. Your “Good girl” settles me, again.

I stand there, naked, as you go to the bathroom to collect towels. We’re both hoping this is going to get very wet and messy. You lay them at the end of the bed and tell me to sit down. I follow your direction and you come and stand in front of me, pushing my legs open so you can stand between them. You bend down and kiss me, as your hands push on my shoulders to get me to lie down. You lift my legs, one at a time, so my feed are on the bed, you position me so my legs and open wide, giving you good access to my pussy.

You stand back and just look at me. “Rob, you wanna see this”. He pulls his chair up to the end of the bed so he can get a good view of everything that is about to take place.

I like the feeling of exposure, being the only naked person there, having people look at me so intently, filming me without ‘armour’. It’s erotic to submit in this way, even more than I thought it would be.

You kneel down between my legs and spread my pussy lips open – telling me to hold them open for you. My hands do as you ask, giving you an even better view. Rob leans in closer.

You slide your finger inside me, just one. In. Out. In. Out. It’s like a teasing dance and my pussy responds instinctively, getting wetter in preparation for the onslaught I hope is coming. You withdraw your finger and I feel the loss. You reach for something, I can’t see what. I don’t care what. You can do whatever you want to me.

I feel something cold slide into me – cold and hard – and my mind tries to process the sensation while my pussy enjoys the sensation. I realise it’s a speculum when I feel it widen inside me. You angle it to see my cervix and wave Rob in to enjoy the view. I push my hips forward, wanting to show you deep inside me.

“You have a lovely juicy pussy that opens nice and wide but I think we can do better.”

I hope so.

I feel my pussy relax as you close the speculum, wondering what you have planned for me next.

What’s next is softer, smoother and slides in deep. As I easily take it’s length I realise it’s a vibrator, just moments before you turn it on.

“Oh fuck!” I cry out as the vibrations go to work on me. You push the vibe deep into me. You use your fingers on my clit as the vibe presses against my cervix. It’s not going to take long for me to cum, I’ve been looking forward to this for so long that the anticipation alone has had me on the edge of orgasm all day.

My hips undulate as I fuck the vibe, and my breath catches as need takes over. “I’m going to cum. I’m going to cum. I’m going to cum.”

But no, not yet, apparently. You’re in control and you stop the vibe and your fingers before I cum. I sigh with need, but before I can draw breath I feel a sharp pain as you push something into me. Something much bigger. I cry out. You stop pushing but don’t pull the huge dildo out of me. “Just relax”, you say, “you can take it. Just breathe through it and it will feel really good really soon.”

I relax and take deep breaths, opening my legs further and focusing on widening my pussy. It doesn’t take long for me to adjust and when my breathing settles, you push into me again. Inch by inch, you slide a bit in and out, then more in and out, until my body wont accept any more. “It looks so good, babe. You’ve got about 10 inches inside you. How does it feel?”

“I feel so full, it’s amazing. I can’t believe I can take something that big inside me.”

“You didn’t just take it, Babe, you wanted it. I didn’t even need to use any lube, it slid in with just your own juices. You can take more.”

Before I can process that, I feel you push something else into me. I can feel that it’s not big, but there is so little room left inside me, I can feel the stretch. I hear Rob’s breathing quicken and it turns me on to know he’s enjoying watching.

You rub my clit with your finger and watch as my body responds. With one hand, you push lightly, rhythmically, against the dildo and although it wont get any deeper, you can tell from my breath getting shallower and faster that I’m enjoying the pressure against my cervix coinciding with the pressure against my clit.

You keep up the pressure, you’re going to let me cum this time. You want to watch the orgasm rip through me while my pussy is full.

“Oh God. Yes. That’s it. That’s it. Please. Don’t stop. Please.” The words run from my mouth, but I’m not really aware of anything besides the sensations building inside me. “I’m going to cummmmm…..” I shudder as the orgasm hits, wracking my body. With my pussy completely full, the orgasm is mind-blowing and my pussy can’t squeeze and contract like it does normally when I cum around a cock. Instead, my pussy pushes out and juice gushes from my pussy. The dildos slide out of me as I cum around them.

Both you and Rob watch as I cum. Knowing I have an audience and that I’m being filmed is somehow freeing and contributes to making me gush.

As my orgasm subsides, you say, “I’m going to make you gush again.” I just lay there, pussy wet and open, catching my breath. Rob moves the camera in close and you hold my pussy lips open for the camera, to capture how wet I still am. Rob says, “We need to get a good gush shot on camera.”

I’m in bliss now and am not really aware of what you’re saying. My hands cup my breasts and play with my nipples as my body floats on the afterglow. But before I have a chance to surface, your fingers are at work again. You slide two fingers into me, pressing against my g-spot. “Fuck!” You lighten your touch and, with your other hand, press a bullet vibe against my clit. “How many toys did you bring with you?” I ask. “An arsenal of pleasure” you reply.

The sensation is almost too much, so soon after the last orgasm, and my body pulls away from your touch. You’re not allowing that though and you put down the bullet to press a hand to my hips to keep me in place. You press my thighs open again and tell me to stay open for you. Again, you tell me to breathe and relax, to let you do what you want to do.

I focus on my breathing, trying to lessen the sensations you’re bringing me. I open my legs again, giving you full access again. “That’s it’, you say, ‘open for me.”

You press the bullet back against my clit and your fingers slide back inside me to work my g-spot.

I just breathe, in and out, in and out. But it doesn’t take long for pleasure to win me over again, and I feel the heat rising through my body. Again, you read my body like an expert and your fingers quicken their pace inside me, pressing more firmly against my g-spot. The bullet keeps up its unending assault on my clit.

“Squirt for me, baby. Rob, are you getting this?”

“Sure am, nice tight shot of her pussy.”

You feel me push against your hand and your fingers push harder into me, unrelenting. I focus on your fingers now, pushing out as the pleasure builds, so that I can gush for you. I can hear how wet you’ve made me. It sounds like my pussy is full of liquid. I hear you say “So wet” but I don’t know if you’re talking to me or Rob. It doesn’t matter.

Your fingers keep working me, we both know it’s any moment now. Firmer and faster they work my g-spot until I flood all over your hand. I push the juice out of me as you keep working me. It sounds and feels amazing and I can hear from your breathing that you are enjoying the sight and sound of me.

“That looked so hot” you tell me, as your fingers slow their ministrations when you see I’m done. “Sure did” Rob agrees, “I wish I could have felt that over me.”


…… To be continued …..

I was wearing a red basque corset, with a black sheer, crotchless g-string – with a red frill to match the corset. I had on black stockings, clipped to the suspenders, and knee-high boots. I was ready.

But it was my first time to a sex party so I was also nervous. In an attempt to control the situation, I threw a plain black dress over my outfit, as protection.

On the drive to the venue, I was quiet. Unsure of myself but looking forward to the night’s events. When we arrived, we waited outside for a few moments. Waiting for another woman to arrive, waiting for me to be ready to take the plunge.

We walked inside, saying hello to the guests already there, introductions all round as we sized each other up, figuring out who we’d be interested in playing with.

Dinner and drinks was laid on, giving everyone a chance to relax, and fuel up. Then we went around the room telling everyone our sexual preferences. I told everyone that I’m straight and that it was my first time so would be taking things slow - but open to new experiences.

The guests split off… Some heading to the spa, others upstairs to the bedrooms, yet another couple headed to the dungeon. Quite a few, who obviously had met at other parties, just sat around, chatting.

I stood at the dungeon door, looking in. Watching as a man and woman caressed, kissed. I watched as the couple started fucking, her riding him, up, down, up, down. I felt like a voyeur. Others went right into the room to sit down and watch, but I liked peeking in. It felt naughty.

After watching for a few minutes, I wandered upstairs to see what was happening up there. The house was dimly lit. Dark enough to loosen inhibitions but light enough to get a good perve. Upstairs, a couple was in the bedroom, the woman sucking the guy’s cock, while about 6 of us looked on. Then she rose up, straddled him and took him deep inside her.

One of the men came up to me, rubbing my thigh, asking if I wanted to play. Watching the others fuck was starting to turn me on, but I still didn’t feel completely comfortable and I told the guy I wasn’t ready.

I wandered downstairs to meet up with the guy I came with. He’d been in the spa while I’d been wandering around. We went into the now empty dungeon and he sat on the bed. I was standing between his legs and his hands wandered under my dress to squeeze my naked ass. A few people had wandered in to the dungeon to watch us.

I told him I wasn’t going to fuck him here, in the dungeon, it was too open. But we’d prepared for this. Prepared for my nerves. I’d warned him he’d need to take the lead, initiate. He pulled me down for a kiss, then rolled back onto the bed, tugging me with him.

We were lying on the bed, kissing, his hands wandering over my body. He reached down the neckline of my dress (which I’d been too nervous to remove) and freed my breast. He lifted my dress up and started fondling my pussy, sucking my nipple.

I felt myself relax into the moment, spreading my legs wider, giving him better access to my pussy. I knew people were watching us but I had my eyes closed, completely engrossed in his very talented fingers and the feel of them stroking me. I came for the first time, on his hands, body clenching with orgasm.

He asked me if I wanted someone to suck my other breast and when I assented, he lifted my dress up and off, exposing my breasts and pussy, and the red basque underneath my dress. One of the men who had been watching my friend finger me, lay down on my other side. It felt good to have 2 guys with me, each sucking a breast. Switching from kissing one to the other. The second guy started to finger me as well. I was already so wet, so turned on, it didn’t take much to prompt a second orgasm.

Someone else came up and knelt between my legs, licking my pussy. Stroking my clit with his tongue. I now had three guys working on me and I was in absolute ecstasy. I managed to open my eyes at one point to see three more guys standing around the bed watching as three other guys pleasured me. Knowing I was the centre of that much attention made my next orgasm absolutely explosive.

My friend asked who wanted to fuck me, I was aware of someone agreeing but didn’t open my eyes to find out who. Next thing I felt was a thick cock sliding into my pussy. I looked up and it was the guy who had been sucking my breast. He felt so good inside me.

I felt movement to my side and when I looked over, a naked guy was pushing his way in next to me, I was still holding my friends hand, still being fucked, when a big hard cock came towards me. I took it into my mouth, sucking on it while being fucked. I felt so sexy, so horny as both guys came within seconds of each other, inside me.

Still flat on my back I was barely aware of my surroundings anymore, just totally floating on physical pleasure. While drifting through afterglow, another guy came and lay down next to me, kissing me, sucking my breasts, stroking my clit. My body was rolling from one orgasm straight into the next. Then, again, I felt a hard cock pressing against my pussy. I didn't care who it belonged to, I just wanted it inside me. I spread my legs and lifted my hips. Granting entry. It had been barely a couple of minutes since the last guy finished and I felt so decadent fucking someone else so quickly.

I didn’t even look to see who was fucking me. Who wasn’t important, so long as he kept fucking me, making me feel as good as I did. One guy inside me, two more beside me, sucking and squeezing my breasts and nipples. Kissing me. Another orgasm.

I needed a rest after that intense fuck session, and lay there, catching my breath, my clit twitching, nipples erect from all the tweaking. It was time for a spa.

We stripped off, fully naked, and climbed into the hot, bubbling water. There were already 6 or so people in there so it was very cozy. As I climbed in, one of the women asked if I’ve ever been with a woman, when I answered “no”, she asked if I’d mind if she touched me. Again, I answered ”no” and she reached out to caress my breasts, saying how much she liked them. I told her I like them too and that hers were pretty good as well – I reached over to lightly touch hers. I’d think I could have been tempted into a bit more play, but there was so much going on in the spa, the opportunity just never really presented itself. Next time (and yes, I am hoping for a next time).

One of the guys in the spa floated over to me. He was with the woman who’s hand was still caressing my breasts but he wanted to play with me. He pressed up against me, my breasts floating up in the bubbling water and I watched him watch the water flow over them. He pressed against me and I felt his cock against my leg. I reached down, under the water, to cup his cock in my hand. Warm, thick, delicious. We kissed as I stroked his cock and I felt him get harder in my hand, I spread my legs wider, inviting him in closer and he pressed his hard cock against my pussy.

Behind us, the people we’d each came to the party with had connected and were kissing and fondling. Sex and steam everywhere. As we were playing in the spa, the other couple moved inside for more intense play. It was time for us to move things inside, too.

Inside, I watched my friend and my new friend’s friend suck and fuck each other in the dungeon. When the girl was done, it was time for me and my new friend to move in and take over. I kissed my friend – the one I came with – and stroked his still hard cock. I could taste the other woman’s pussy in his mouth. I asked if he was okay for the guy to suck his cock and after a brief thought, he agreed. As the guy bent down to suck my friends cock he said he could taste the woman’s pussy on his cock as well. It was so hot having all our tastes intermingle.

I wanted a taste, too, and reversed position to go down and suck cock too. Our two mouths, two tongues both licking and sucking my friends cock. We kissed each other and used fingers on my friends cock as he fingered my pussy, trying to get deep inside me.

We swapped positions, with me now kneeling on all fours, my new friend lying beside me, kissing me and fondling my breasts, while the guy who brought me to the party stood behind me, spread my lips wide and gradually inserted finger after finger into my pussy. He rubbed against my g-spot and the orgasm came with such a massive squirt of juice gushing out that it surprised all of us. He told the guy kissing me to fuck me.

He stood behind me and used my pussy juice as lube before sliding his cock deep into my ass, fucking me slow and deep. I flipped over to my back so he could see and fondle my breasts while he fucked my pussy this time and brought me to another orgasm. My friend moved aside and just watched as we fucked.

We collapsed against each other, spent, kissing and fondling as we got our breath back.

It was time to go home. Most people had gradually left while I’d been fucking so there were only us 2 couples left with the host. I pulled on my dress, not bothering with underwear and we bade our farewells.

For someone who had been so nervous at the start, I got into the swing of things very quickly and ended up having a fantastic night. Lots of fucking, sucking, touching, kissing. Lots of different guys, watching me, playing with me. I can’t wait for another party.