dw'spassionangel's Blog - page 4

why people are blue at christmas time? why they seem to drift away from those that they love the most? do you ever wish to just shake them and let them know that you are here? do you ever stop and think that maybe they need you but don't let you know? you want them to know that you are always here no matter what? that the love is there even if? crazy thoughts i know...but they are what I am thinking...love to all my friends...hugs loves and kisses xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I can't take much more...I don't like being called a whore by my son...yeah called me that tonight because i told him that i can't afford to let him go on a trip to DC...He said that i was one cause I have had sex or so he thinks... said i am cheating on his dad cause i am still legally married to him. but have been separated for almost 2 yrs. I guess i am not a good mom...bye for now...love to all my friends....xoxoxoxox

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I just wrote a real long blog and now it is gone. that makes me soooooo angry...cause I will never remember all that I put in it...
The boys and i are staying in a hotel for right now. I am going back to school starting tomorrow. Things have been a little bit hectic here. I am working 7 days a week and just driving myself nuts.
I am also very worried about someone near and dear to my heart...he is going thru a really tough time right now with all the work hrs that he is putting in and caring for his mom. he isn't feeling well either so Yes I am very worried. I wish I could be there for him but unfortunately i am too far away... but he knows if he needs me all he has to do is call and i will be there for him...i hope that he takes care of himself cause he won't be any good for his mom if he gets sicker...yes I mean you !!!!
well i better get my ass to bed...it is getting late and I have to be up at 6 am...good night my friends!!!!! hugs and loves and kisses to everyone!!!!! love you!!!! xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo if you need me call me!!!!

Hi everyone...I am hoping all are well...Me I am doing ok. I will be starting school again tomorrow. The boys and I are staying at a hotel for right now... I didn't have any other choice...sorry... we didn't have any where else to go... i am working 7 days a week right now...nope don't have a choice there either.
but right now I am very worried about a very special person. I know that he is going thru a very tough time right now. and he has alot on his shoulders and mind. i wish i were there to help but right now I know i can't. I wish him all the best and my thoughts and prayers are with him and his mom...i hope that he takes care of himself as i know he hasn't been feeling too good and he knows i will kick his butt if he doesn't...
the kids are doing well in school....I am very proud of them...
well I will let you all go...take care my friends...my love to all especially the ones of my heart!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

Good morning , gday or good evening to all my friends!! Today is a big day for me. It is the first day of college and damn i am nervous. It has been soooooo long since I have been to school..But I went on the website last night and watched the demo of the school....It looks easy enough but I am not too sure about the work...<sighes> Am I gonna be able to do it? Well I be able to maintain a B average or above? Could I even think of getting A's?? Woe is me!!! But all I can do is " Do the best that I can." I hope you all have an awesome day!!!! see you all later!!! I love you my friends and thanks for all of you standing by me...I could never ask for a set of better friends!!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox hugs and loves and kisses to you all!!!!!!!!!!

Hello my friends!!! I hope that you are all doing good...I am well and been busy working my ass off...School starts next monday...Yayyyyyyyy!!!! but scared as hell...it has been so long ....here is a spot of bad news...The person's apt that I was supposed to take over just fell thru...they decided not to move...I have an option of moving in with my sister but that is a hard decision....my mom lives there too and I don't want my kids feeling funny going to the fridge and getting something for themselves...I am gonna have to talk to my sister before I make that move...But other than that I have been very happy !!!!!!!! and it is all because of a certain someone who has made me that way!!!!!!!!!! well I had best get my ass to bed before i get into trouble for going to bed soooooo late...mmuuaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...I love you all!!!! hugs and kisses my friends!!!!!! Good night!!!!

Hello all of my friends!!! I hope everyone had a great week!! Me???? I had an awesome week!!! I found a lawyer to do my divorce!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY it is only gonna cost me 159 so once i get that up, it is on!! next thing is I got an apt...I move on Dec 1...the other fell thru!!! which i am glad that it did cause this one is cheaper and nicer!! lol...then here is the best of all!!! I got a 50 cents an hr raise and i am finally going to be getting OVERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you say that someday in the near future DW may be able to stand on her on two feet again???????? Well before you all think that I have lost my mind (which by the way I have) i will end my rambling......hugs!!!!! kisses!!!!!!!!!! I love you all!!!!
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Well the cards took the series!!!!!!!!! Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I went to a wedding today...wishes i had a special someone with me but unfortunately went with my boys and me... The wedding was ok....the dj forgot the speaker wires so there was no music to be played...lol...the bride looked pretty and the groom looked nice....definately wasn't the kind of wedding that I am used to...boy the southern people do things differently...in ny that are bigggggggg weddings....oh well, enough of that.....good night everyone!!! love and hugs to you all!! xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

I hate when it rains...That means no work for me.. and it is supposed to rain all day...The kiddies are going to be upset when they get home cause that means mom will be here when they do....lmao...oh well...But the Good thing is I can talk with all my friends !!!!!!!!! I can talk to my sweety without interruptions.... ))))))) It was funny last night...The main room was down and I saw people in the pit that I don't normally see... Boy it was nice to see them...oh well time to go and say morning everyone!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyy one more game and the cards take the series!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love and hugs to you all!!!!