hello gang,
I have now reached my private message limit and I cant answer any more pm messages either...Some 139 of you, you who have sent me messages sometime ago, now you have fallen beyond my humble freebie member limit, I only get to see 50 messages at atime, oh the joy of premium membership!! So a big apology to anyone who sent me a message I havent replied to, its just I cant get to you now...
On the 'wheres my head at'? Front...Well my ears are still ringing from a certain difficult call I had with a certain someone on the phone the other night screaming at me, but I can competely understand where he was coming from, I have played my part in the down fall, but the phone call....Thats where the main damage was done anyways, so now, what little hope of any kind of a friendnship are blown to smithereens now!!
I have often told you, I dont handle happiness very well, well I mean sustained happiness, depression is what I am mostly used to and if things are going too well, I have a tendancy therfore, to make trouble for myself somehow, someway, throw a spanner in the works, so to speak, so thats what I did, in fact it manifested itself with the imfamous c**t shots, I loath so much..
(( I know I am an extremely difficult person to understand, thats why, I guess, I have always been myself at all times from the very first time I seriously got involved with the site, I knew no different anyways, but honesty helps to try to understand someone I feel...
Anyway, sun is shining with me and I am back to posting more subtle and acceptable pictures of myself (although have to admit love the bike so much better)!! Thank you so much for all the complimentary pm's your ace you lot, thank you, some of you, for sticking with me and making me feel worthwhile and worthy...
Takecare people, whereever you lay your hat in the world HUS xoxoxoxxo