It has been one of those days where I simply will not let anything get me down, or Howlin down for that matter. Which I think I did pretty darn well at. The end of the day is here I took a nice long hot shower got out and looked at myself in a full length mirror. It was then that I realized I AM a beautiful woman and I don't care what so many other people think!
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I am not perfect in any way. I don't fit into a size 2. My skin is not always perfect. My hair doesn't always do what I want it to. Some day I just throw my hands up and say "Well that's the best it's gonna get today." But I realize I am STILL beautiful.
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As I talked about before in a previous blog, I have gone on a diet. However this diet was something I did for ME, for my OWN reasons. I didn't do it because society says women should be skinny, they should have perfect long hair etc etc. I want to be healthy and I want to FEEL healthy!
I would tell ANY woman, who looks at themselves as not being perfect simply because of weight, skin, hair etc. If you decide to change it, let it be because it's what YOU want. Because at the end of the day, YOU are still beautiful, your looks are not the only thing that defines your beauty. So look into that mirror and smile, because at the end of the day, you are still a beautiful woman!
Just like at the end of the day, when I wash away all my makeup, and take down my hair, put on my pj's and look in the mirror, no matter what I'm still beautiful. I may not be perfect, but in the end I'm still my mans world, and he fell in love with ME,.. not what I CAN be or how I could look.
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